In chapter 6, we notice
Stephen gets a new awareness of the unfairness of the criticism and contempt he
suffers from Keith.
At the beginning of the chapter, we are
reminded of all the secrets Stephen is
hiding from Keith : the fact that his mother told him to stop spying on her or
that Barbara Berrill visited their hideout.
But, in spite of this, we see that Stephen remains completely faithful
to his friend, and is determined to please him. He bravely goes out in the
middle of the night to look for a piece of evidence that may prove his friend's
hypothesis. Stephen explains he does this just to prove his allegiance and his value
to his friend.: “One single heroic deed to lay at Keith´s feet in the morning”
Moreover, when his parents question him about his night excursion to the other
side of the tunnel, the only questions he answers are those which involve
protecting his friend.
Even though his whole excursion is quite a
heroic feat, Stephen realises that Keith
doesn't consider it so because he hasn´t been the protagonist: “My great
exploit hasn't pleased or impressed him. I should have guessed. He's the one
who's the hero of our projects, not me”. We feel sorry for Stephen when we
realise Keith focuses just on Stephen's
mistakes and does not value his achievement.
Stephen once more shows his low self-esteem and how influenced he is by
his friend's words when he forgets how brave he was and gets convinced he has
done everything wrong. He doesn't even dare tell him the whole truth: “I
haven’t told him I could have turned round and seen the man in the moonlight.”
However, once they
discover that the box has disappeared, Keith realises that the man has seen
Stephen and that Stephen has missed the chance to see the man because he was
scared. Keith cruelly mocks Stephen for this and compares him to a baby.
Stephen realises it is unfair but instead of rebelling or defending himself, he
just feels like crying: “ I feel the choking obstruction growing in my throat,
then the shameful tears beginning to obstruct my vision. It’s the sheer
unfairness of his accusation that undermines me, his grotesque concentration on
my one moment of weakness after I´d demonstrated so much courage, his cruel
rejection of the hard won tribute I’d laid at his feet. “ Stephen feels
terribly humiliated at this point. That is why when they hear Keith's mother is
crossing the tunnel, and Stephen realises that Keith is as scared as himself,
he feels “triumphant vindication”. This phrase seems to suggest that for the
first time Stephen feels something negative for his friend Keith and that he is
starting to be aware of Keith´s oppression.
A moment later, when both
of them start running in opposite directions- Keith to the Barns and Stephen,
home- Stephen seems to realise that there is no leader without anybody to be
led, and that his friend needs him more than he has imagined: “He won’t go
without me. And with a flash of pathetic gratitude I realise that he needs me to accompany him. Without
me, there is no game. Without me there’s nobody to be braver than.” He feels “pathetic gratitude” because it is
really humiliating to be thankful for being needed just to be oppressed, mocked
and denied.
Stephen's new awareness of his shameful role
in his relationship with Keith paves the way for the violence he will exert on the poor
“German tramp” in the last section of the chapter. Stephen is evidently tired
of being the underdog, so when he finds somebody who is lower in the social
hierarchy than himself, i.e. “a poor derelict taking refuge under a sheet of
corrugated iron in a stinking elder bush, without even a dog to speak up for
him”, he reproduces the same oppressive pattern that he has been a victim of.
He starts hitting the piece of corrugated iron under which the “German tramp”
lives in order to frighten the man. He enjoys having the power he is usually
denied. He enjoys being feared for once, as the italics in the following quote
prove: “ He is scared. Scared of Keith, scared of me. He’s that low in the
table of human precedence.” Having found somebody who
is below him gives him a chance to
become the leader: “I´m taking the lead for once. I’m showing Keith that he’s not the only one who can think of plans
and projects.” However, we see how in his leadership he imitates the patterns
of oppression he usually suffers. He is leading the actions that cause even
more suffering to an already underprivileged man.
In conclusion, this
chapter seems to mark a change in Keith and Stephen´s relationship. Stephen
becomes aware not only of how Keith criticises him for the same fear he himself
feels, but also of how much Keith depends on Stephen to continue in his
position of leadership. Without Stephen, Keith is nobody. This new awareness of
his role in the relationship with Keith makes Stephen take the lead for once but just to
reproduce the oppression he usually suffers onto somebody who is even less
privileged than himself.
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